i know it's wrong, it is wrong indeed. but i want you to feel how i used to feel few months back. i want you to feel crushed. i want you to feel like you've been wasted, financially -haha- and mentally. i want you to feel like you couldn't move on and stuck in a hole. i want you to feel what i felt. you're trying to be nice now and i appreciate that but i can't help but to think that you have to feel what i felt. YOU HAVE TO. you have to suffer like i did.
thank you though for the second chance. to talk to you again. i mean, it's not that you're better than you used to be, no i do not mean like that. i mean that i am glad that we could talk. normally. ha.
